Ann Lauterbach
Bird

 

Bird

 

 

1.

 

The great stalks are alert, their

shambles piled: maybe another parade.

 

An evident gray, a slow march

and legions, expectant.  A rudderless, ordinary flow.

 

These none of them quite real, none present,

like mischief in a dream: the blue garment, the rusty blade.

 

Came late or have you come late or are you, you are late

then on into wakened sobriety’s itch.

 

The great stalks move slightly. They press back.

The waiting folds itself upward into a shape

 

to be seen later, or not seen, not now, not later.

Take hold of this garment, this was said.

 

The thrust of these injunctions. Take hold of the blade.

   

2.

 

Stepping man is stiff in the shade.

Let him be, or chop him down.

 

At the far side of the miserable hill

an orchestra is rehearsing for the factory’s ball.

 

As usual, a train is near, but there are no feet.

The wheels peel off into global dust

 

and there is flesh, naked flesh, exposed to it.

Where were you? asks stepping man.

 

Where are we?  you answer, taking shelter.

In the other, invisible mode I glimpsed him

 

walking away, toward the river, into a meadow.

The head of stepping man is bowed. He

 

seems to be alone in history, alone in the brush.

 

3.

 

Stepping man : cowed, immobile, an

invention of the nude season; an invention of

 

new arrivals and the one tulip and

beating of the woman with a baseball bat.

 

He stepped on her face.

Hear these enactments

 

or forego them in their temporal settings.

The material of the world? Will?

 

How the Jesuit and the young woman

might have walked along an avenue in 1960

 

and then, this long, this far away

in the tangle of the bare, emergent copse.

 

Stepping man recalls Thoreau and is envious.

 

4.

 

Drab us; lonely sequitor. Stepping man, distilled,

no more than a fake. Quaint acquisition, no

 

more than material fiction 

to see or not to see. He

 

cannot look up, and the light

drifts across his shoulders

 

as the river slinks on to curse

his rigid stride:

 

New York, Albany, Troy, then

night and the music he might have known.

 

Stepping man, burning ash, the bird’s

quick target --- carries the sky on its back.